9:30pm – I got a phone call from someone working in Education Department of Chinese Embessy. It was about the parcel that my Mom asked someone to bring over to Australia from China. The guy whom my mom asked works for Chinese Department of Education. He left the parcel to another person who works in Embessy and headed straight away to the Gold Coast. Sure it’s fine. For them, there would have not been a good reason to stay in Canberra even one night. He dropped the thing and flew over in the late afternoon, as scheduled, I supposed.

9:45pm – We got to O’ Mally and stood in front of the big gate of Romania Embessy, listening to flags making the sounds in the cold night wind. Our messenger came out and handed the bag to me. I tried to say thanks. Then I noticed that he came close to us as if he wanted to give some secrets. He suggested us in almost a whispering way about how to get our names registered in the guests lists for all kinds of Embessy’s activities. I had a strange feeling that I was offered something that I shouldn’t have and if I had, I should be really cherishing. I believed that he meant well, and the benefit that the offer would bring along should be HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE. But, I got lost again…..feeling like an allien standing in the world of human being’s earth, not understanding what comes up to me. My mind was miles away but still trying to figure out where I was and what was going on. I don’t know whom I was talking to. Did I change since I left the home? Or Did they change since I left the home?

10:00pm – I was sitting in the car on the way back home. I felt like there had been two doors open for me at the same night, but I don’t know if I did want to get in to any of them……