Lately my frustration on driving practice mainly comes from the actions related to parking. I suspected that I probably have really bad squint eyes. Every time I tried to park the car in the middle of two lines, I ended up parking it leaning to one side or not in the middle.

I swear that it wasn’t that I acted up and didn’t want to make a perfect movement (trust me, I badly wanted it to be done perfectly). But I found that what I see from inside the car is not what I see from outside the car. Every time after I got off the driver’s seat and checked the car’s position, I felt so depressed. Then I was overwhelmed by desperation and confusion It’s almost devastating. Think about it, if a person can’t see properly, how could s/he act properly, upon his/her vision and judgment?

In the past, I never had a doubt about my eyes. However, my eye vision deteriorated days by days, but I don’t have any problem in daily living, except I do have to wear glasses to read subtitles when watching DVD movies.

Now, I feel that I am like an innocent but retarded kid who has no idea about experiencing some developmental delays, but one day finally found herself got hurt in the reality, and then started to realise that there might be some generic problem exists from the beginning I wondered how other people would deal with it?