Okay, I am going to admit everything…..I just did a crazy crazy thing, and this is not the worst part . The worst part of it is that I found myself actually kind of addictive to it, which means I could do it AGAIN!!!

All right, what happened was I drove the car to this evening’s Yoga class in Griffith, ALONE, which means it was illegal because I don’t have a proper license. I don’t quite know where the idea actually came from. I know that I’ve been talking about this a lot but I never had thought that I was really going to do it. But it happened finally. I started the engine at our car park and my husband thought I was kidding, until I drove the car out of our block’s drive way, gave a right indicating light, and then got on the main road. I suddenly realised that there was acutally no way back. I was on the road…..

I am very familiar with the road that I was driving as I’ve been driving the same roads almost every weekend, but it was the first time to drive to Yoga Class. It felt so strange to be the only person in this big car and no one speaking, no one yelling and no one giving any instruction…..quietness, unbearable quietness….I was alone, or say, lonely

But it was nice, nice to have freedom, nice to be able to drive to wherever I want to go, nice to be one of other normal drivers, and to be believed by other normal drivers that I was real one of them

Well, was I scared or have I ever felt scared once? Funnily, the answer is “no”. I did feel that I was like a 5 years old who just runs out from a kindergarden and pretends that I was a grown-up, but I was quite confident and pretty sure that I will drive this thing back home safely.

When I parked the car back to our parking place, I got applause from my husband standing in front of upstairs bedroom window looking. He thought I would come back in the first 5 minutes after I left home, but I didn’t, even though this is the craziest thing that I have ever done.

I think that I am kind of liking it, so if I want to do more, I suppose that I should make it legal. So next step, sit the test and get a red P.