My whole morning was spent on LINCS Training. It started at about 9am. The lecture was very structured and well delivered. It’s a total new topic for me and I wanted to learn. So I really devoted myself into it. Looks there was no right reason supposed to make me feel not interested at all. But two hours later, I got so tired. I wanted to stand up and stretch myself. I also felt starving, craving for the food, even a cup of tea or a small piece of cookie. The guy sitting on my right was a giant (not vertically but horizontally) who has beard like Santa and was wearing a Hawaii styled flower printed shirt. He is so big that I can hear his heavy breath so clearly which obviously became a big pressure of mine.

Anyway, he was not a good excuse to explain why I was so tired. I guess it is just because I haven’t done this kind class for quite a long time. My student times has completed at the end of 2003. I can’t believe I have been off the school for nearly 3 years, regardless I spent 20 years studying in schools and I am so familiar with that kind of places. Luckily I can still sit in front of my desk for something particular for whole day or long hours, but that “something” probably is not study-related, which is not all the bad news because I believe that I have developed many variety ways to learn the knowledge. Most of them are through the personal and physical practice, which is good.

The thing is at my age, when I actually look backwards or reflect the classes I had, I found most of the lecturers were not good enough and many classes were not delivered very well in the past. There were only few teachers who really know how to teach, but rest of them were just craps. But, they did convey the knowledge in this or that way, influenced our life for the good or the bad. Hehe…that’s why I am still keeping my childhood’s crazy idea about being a teacher:-) Don’t ask me why. I guess it is about having that kind of changing or shaping power in my hands to imapct on people’s minds ……