Wow! There was a big rain, the real thing, after a long time’s lack of falling water. Actually there was a storm. As I don’t have a window in my office, so when it was actually happening, I didn’t know it was raining. I thought it was a big wind, but when I was attracted out by the strange sound on the roof, I saw the water pouring from the sky. Aha……that was amazing. I can smell the fragrance from the after-shower earth….so nice!
We had several meetings occurred in this week. Followed by these meetings, I assume that I will be very busy in the next a couple of months. Xmas, Carer Fest would be two major priorities and definitely will draw most of my energy. But I am looking forward the end of this year, which means parties, holiday off time, lots of activities and cheerful mood for celebrating whatever we can name it.
And I am also looking forward my RDO that will be due on tomorrow. For recent period of time, I have been not very energetic. I kind of feel tired, and I didn’t do much knitting, neither did I practising playing the piano. I have been quite loose or casual on managing my time, so I don’t feel efficient at all, which I hate very much. And this kind of negative feeling pulled my mood back further as my labelling of being an inefficient person on myself makes me very guilty.
And, the bloody new SUNOUT curtain in our bedroom is disturbing my perception towards the days and nights. I couldn’t wake up as easily as I normally do in the early morning. I sleep like a dead pig.

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